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Friday, December 16th, 2005
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Well, I haven't written in here in FOREVER! I'm home now. I had the baby. Nicholas Joseph is his name. He was born 7.5 lbs 21 inches long. His family's awesome and they've sent me updates and pictures of him. He's beautiful and the experience was amazing. if you wanna see pictures or know anything else, feel free to ask. I'm very open about it and it's not making me really sad because I know he's going to a home that will love him just as much, if not more, than i do and they can provide a great life for him. And I'll still be involved and he'll know about me and Joe and everything.
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
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I'M IN GAINESVILLE!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. | | Music: | VH1's Celebrity Weddings. |
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"Merry Wives" rehearsals started last night. I'm excited!
10 more days till I'm going to Gainesville (15-22)! Who's gonna come see me at Carey, Erica and Tabitha's?!?!? I can't wait!! Joe's definitely coming with me soooo...yay!
School is good and so is the baby.
That is all.
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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I wanna know who can't keep their mouth shut. When I tell you something private and in confidence, I expect you to keep it a secret.
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I think it's about time to get this off my cheast: I'm 7 months pregnant. I've known since early April and the only peoeple who know who read this thing are Carey, Beth, Sara, Alex(not MN Alex) and anyone at my school. I don't know why I only chose certain people to tell...I guess I just didn't know how to say it. here are some FAQs:
1. What am I gonna do? Joe and I decided that adoption is the most responsible thing to do. Neither of us are ready to raise a baby and since there are plenty of families who can't concieve or carry children, we figure that there's a couple out there who deserves this baby. We're working with a Christian adoption agency, we get to pick the family, we can see the baby if we want to, we get pictures and updates on a regular basis and everythin'gs being taken care of. PS- I'm not going to change my mind, I can do this.
2. Boy or Girl? Boy
3. How do I feel? I feel great.
4. Can you feel him move? Yes. I swear this child has ADHD. He never stops moving.
I can't think of anything else right now but if you wanna know anyhting....just ask. And the only people in my family who know are my mom, sister, and John. My dad's doing really great right now and I don't want to do anything that might ruin that and my pap will disown me if he knew. Nobody else knows because my family can't keep secrets. Joe's bee/is being great. He's super supportive and loves me. He's been here for me when I need him so yay.
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Monday, September 5th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:06 am. |
| Mood: | cheerful. | | Music: | DMB Jimi Thing. |
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SO...I haven't updated my journal since June 20. Wow. Ummm...not too much is going on.
Back at school.
Classes=good.
I get lots of money back from loans and such so I will be purchasing a computer. :)
Joe is good. He makes me happy. It'll be a year in 2 months. Scary, huh?
I miss eveybody, though. I'm trying my best to come down to G-ville for Fall Break so I can see pretty much everyone. Pray that I can!
93 days and counting...
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All is well...back at school.
Working all the time.
I miss my friends (from home and here)
Joe comes up tomorrow! :) My family, Carey and Alex love him! (And so do I) hehe
Getting a new cell...will post when I get it.
BYE!
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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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| Subject: | Bah. |
| Time: | 2:06 am. |
| Mood: | awake. | | Music: | Roseanne/carey chewing. |
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I'm home for a bit...at carey's right now. LIke I'd be with anyone else... Go home on Sunday.
There's a certain FSU boy who I'm very upset with....BRIAN YABLUNOSKY!
You didn't hang out with me when you were home and I called you. You're obviously a loser.
Anyway...Joe and I got back together about 2 months ago for those of you who didn't know. Call me stupid if you will...whatever. I'm done hearing it and I don't need ppl trying to tell me how to live my life and make my decisions. I'm a big girl of 20 and I don't need to hear it.
I made the clogging team! yay for an extra $500!
Mom's wedding in one more month...I'll be home again and Joe's coming with me! he had a chance top make a lot of money but he's coming down here instead cuz he loves me. :)
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OK. I'm home with Brie for Easter break and i'm having a friggen blast! Her family's awesome. She lives in this great house on top of a mountain in Hot Springs, VA. She has horses and a barn and i love this house. I went caving today with her, her sisters and daniel (who also came home with her for easter). I'm not allowed to smoke or curse for another 3 days but i do get to shoot guns, eat deer meat, go caving, ride horses and clog with her sisters. I really need to practice, too cuz clogging team auditions are Wednesday.
And....I'm doing something.
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SO, I still don't know what's going on with us....I hate being confused!!!!!
Look what I made! http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz_IM.php?quizname=050306130944-885519&email=&c=0&a=01
Take it if you feel you know enough about me.
I can't wait for my sister to come up here! I miss her so much and I need her to be here! I also can't wait for next year. Living in my own apartment with Kenzieloowho and Breezer! Best apartment ever!!! I want it to be next semester now!!!
And I can't wait to go see Alex at Camp Lajeune (sp??) next September or November! Though, I am scared that he's going into the Marines and he will eventually be going to Iraq and :( Sadness will ensue. *sigh*
I just need to get married, have babies and stay in the kitchen where I belong. I need to marry a man who I can make happy, who will be faithful to me, be there for me, someone who willlove me and love that i love him. Any takers??
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I've been awake for about 15 minutes and this day has already sucked. First, it was how I was woken up. By the loud banging noise of the maitenance men fixing the lights. That's ok, it's thier job, I understand. I look outside and there is snow EVERYWHERE! It was warm yesterday, about 65 degrees, and then....BAM! SNOW! Not cool. I want it to be warm again. Anyways....I go to take a shower and, I can't. The water's not working! Yes, I realize that I don't have to be at work till 3 and it's only 11 but...i like to take my time. I don't like to feel rushed. Boo. This break sucks. But, on the bright side, I'm making some great fucking money. :)
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Please don't say I love you.
Those words touch me much too deeply.
And they make my core tremble.
Don't think you realize the effect you have over me.
And please don't look at me like that.
(Chorus)
It just makes me want to make you near me always.
Please don't kiss me so sweet,
It makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow.
And please don't touch me like that,
Makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow.
And please don't come so close.
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
And please don't bring me flowers,
They only whisper the sweet things you'd say.
And don't try to understand me.
Your hands already know too much anyway.
(Chorus)
And when you look into my eyes,
Please know my heart is in your hands.
It's nothing that I understand.
But when in your arms,
You have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
(Coda)
Your hands are in my hair, but
My heart is in your teeth
Baby, and it makes me want to make you near me always.
(Coda)
Want to be near you always.
Want to be near you always.
Want to be near you always.
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Saturday, March 5th, 2005
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It's spring break. Everyone's gone and I have to stay here. Boo.
THREE NICKNAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Lizbeth
2. Lizarina
3. Lizzer
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. StrwbrriANgel03
2. Cheerangel03
3. I don’t think I’ve had anymore…
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. I make ppl smile
3. I tell the truth
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Insecurity
2. I think too much
3. I tell the truth
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being alone
2. Pain
3. Getting pregnant in college
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cell phone
2. Lip gloss
3. Pen
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pink tank
2. PJ Pants
3. My rings
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists):
1. John Mayer
2. Jack Johnson
3. Kelly Clarkson
FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Since U Been Gone- Kelly Clarkson
2. Defying Gravity- Wicked
3. There’s A Fine, Fine Line- Avenue Q
4. Comfortable- John Mayer
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. A cosmopolitan
2. Snowboarding
3. Kayaking
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Quality Time
2. Cuddling
3. Appreciation
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (((MATT BAKER ))))THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Sense of humor
3. Smile
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I’ve never dyed my hair
2. I miss Joe
3. I’m not bored
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Draw
2. Whistle
3. Not think
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Acting
2. Dancing
3. Cooking
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. A boyfriend
2. A car
3. To be home with my mom and sister
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Actress
2. Wife
3. Teacher
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. New York
2. Italy
3. Greece
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Cora Lilly
2. Michilena
3. Sean Patrick
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find true love
2. Win an Oscar
3. Get married and have babies
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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This weekend was great I worked and got trashed. Yay beer. Called Thom Friday night, he was drunk, too! I love talking to drunk Thommy...almost as much as I love talking to sober Thommy. hehe He said that he and Landis would come up here and beat up Joe for me. AWESOME! :) Everyone up here dislikes him now...I'm so spiteful
Saturday night I was invited to the Lacrosse party and the boys love me so much that they invited me to come party with them this weekend, when everyone's gone for spring break but they'll be here for games/practice and I'll be here for work/I'm poor and can't even afford to go home. :( But I'll make lots of money and hopefully be able to pay off school!!! YAAAY
Got my Season 4 today!!!! I love my mommy for sending it to me and my aunt for buying it for me. :)
I think Carey and Alex should come visit me when FCATs are going on this week...leave now and tell your mom you're sleeping at Dinah's. GO! QUICK! NOW!
Love ya'll!!
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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My play is finally over! I can go on living my life now! YAAAYY!!
I hate Joe. He is adisgusting shithead. If you'd like to know what happened, call my room cuz apparently T-Mobile doesn't like me cuz I'm not getting any service...at all. If any of you have been trying to reach me on it, that's why I'm not answering...it's not that I hate you and/or am dead. My room number, for those of you who don't know, is 828-897-8350. I should be in there tonight after 9 or so. If I'm not, leave me a message and I'll use someone else's cell to call you back.
Tuition is being raised, yet again, to $23,000 if you live on-campus. If you don't, it's only $17,000. I can do that one cuz of all my grants and scholarships but sometimes they don't let you live off-campus unless you're 21 or a senior (90 credit hours+) but I'm going to talk to someone about this...I'm persuasive. I almost always get my way.
Well, I'm off like a drunk girl's shirt. Where'd I get that?! Peace.
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
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| Time: | 2:43 pm. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | Angel singing. |
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Thanks to those who responded to my last post. I'm trying to get over things but, it hurts, y'know? I've had my heart broken for the second time ever and it sucks. But these things happen so what're ya gonna do? I'll grow from it and learn to never trust another lacrosse player/ member of the male species again. And never date another boy who was once a bisexual...yeah. That should've been my first hint. Maybe he just likes lacrosse balls a little too much, if you know what i mean. But no, I'm not bitter. I'm not upset. I'm a little pissed but oh, well. Blah.
And yes, beth. you and carey should come visit me...but when??
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 1:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. | | Music: | Anything dashbord. |
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He broke up with me.
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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I am home. YAAAAAYYYY But I can't help but feel sad and missing everyone at school. I want to go back. Is that bad? I've only been home 5 days and I'm totally ready to go back.
I miss my Joe. Joey. Shithead. :( ::sigh:: A month is waaaaaayyy too long to not see him. To not spend time with him. I'm gonna stop now before I get sappy.
Blah. I'm having fun being home with all my friends and such...I just want to go back to school. I'm at Alex's right now and she is baking cookies.
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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KILL ME!!! KILL ME!!! I'm sad and I don't know why. I have finals. I think I'm mad at my boyfriend and I don't even have a reason to be...if I am. I don't know...I might want to kill myself but I'm just too busy and don't have enough time. I go home for CHristmas soon, though. Wednesday, to be exact. I want to find a job at a restaurant so I can make good money...as apposed to the theatre. Why am i speaking in a monotone voice? Maybe I need to get away from here and go home. But I'm gonna miss Joe soooooooooo much and he said something tonight that kind of upset me but it didn't. Maybe I'm complicated and not unerstandable and crazy. I don't know. AGGGHHHHHHHH
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